Whats on my MIND -The Countdown that disturbs or the flow of EMOTIONS!!!

The title itself suggests many things-many thoughts,ideas,emotions flowing like a river from top to bottom in me...Two most important things- One that my 1st bday when I would be so lonely and secondly I am currently reading a novel which has left me speechless!!! The project that I was working for is OVER!! and Tutu reminds me that the LEOBOND is soon going to grow little older next month...A fresh year for me with my bday....New Hopes;new aspirations;dreamzzzzzzz..dats is!!!...Nooooooooooo not exactly , infact the first one without my closed ones!!!! Was this destined or I made way for it does not matter but the fact remains the same that this special day 4r me is going to be lil lonely without Lavi & Tutu as they have always been with me.....But when I look at it practically, I find tat all those things the Leobond has hated to do since childhood, God has forced her to do that..Examples can be many-I never liked to eat Upma,Thanda khana is not mu cup of tea and the important ones like EATING ALONE..STAYING QUIET for a long time,BEING ALONE and i guess I am not the only one who does not like it coz we all are human beings who suffer from EMOTIONZZZZZZZZZZ SYNDROME which makes life miserable.....Anywas I think thats destiny and it has to happen so its better I be happy and accept whatever comes my way...Now coming on to the book I am reading----APARAJITA by BIBHUTIBHUSHAN BANDOPADHYAY....the writer of PATHER PANCHALI...I would say that he's the INDIAN SHAKESPEARE!!!! The beauty of this novel resides in the simplicity of this book and the time which it takes us to....The story is a sequel to Pather Panchali and APURBO if you people have seen or read the 1st one...The natural beauty that describes the surrounding, the flow in the story,the spirit to fight back any situation.the reaction compels us to move into the character and understand the character well...The ultimate message that it conveys  is fighting back in every situation and moving with the flow of life enjoying every moment of it!!! Thats what the LEOBOND is trying to learbn in her MUMBAI PART 2 journey....So with my new year begining this August, I seek the path of more happiness & blessing from all..:):)...One more thing with the begining of this month as FRIENDSHIP DAY(1st August), may this begining bring loads of joy and togetherness.. (Cheers to all my friends!!!).....