The Dilemma!!!

I can't control my destiny, I trust my soul, my only goal is just to be. There's only now, there's only here. Give in to love or live in fear. No other path, no other way. No day but today - read these lines somewhere today while reading the newspaper....Roaming in the Crawford Market today, the Leobond was in a big dilemma whether I actually want to leave Mumbai and go back??.....A place where I started my career, made so many friends and the fast moving life but all comes to a stop when I think of my near and dear ones and as we say "Home is where the heart is"....still the Leobond lives in Dilemma.....Crossing the streets in Colaba, I had only one thought in my mind that I love to roam in these streets so much, love to eat here, eating at naturals and sitting at Marine drive.....Chotu, my dearest shopping partner and I roamed like rats today and after every break I took, my dilemma was again there in my mind. Sitting in the local and as the sweet breeze blows my hair in the air, the Leobond feels that my journey of Life is too frequent in the Mumbai-Delhi way. I always feel connected to this place and the best part is the security and freedom with which we all can move at any point of time..The leobond was bought up in the greenary of Assam and West Bengal so was able to speak Assamese and Bengali more fluently than Hindi.....My parents used to sometimes get worried if I will learn Hindi properly or not...After 12th , I left the land of rising sun and did my graduation from a place totally different from which I was bought up... The NCR as we call it, and spent good 6 years of Grad/PG and only approx 3 years in Mum have made me so connected to this place...I am too excited to see what next lies in the future and where my destiny takes me to and for how long coz one thing is for sure, I cry or smile still my life will never fail to be adventurous at any point of time and always full of little story....So, as and when time updates me with my destiny so will the viewers of this blog with my little story of life which I name it as -Memoirs of LeoBond!!!....