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Friday, September 3, 2010

A Boat Without A Rudder!!!!

Every morning I wake up, get ready, go for work ,come home, eat and sleep....What is the purpose of my Life???? I feel as if I am 'A Boat without A rudder'...I am not the only one to feel this, there are many...I have no goals I guess...I mean I don't know exactly what am I expecting - a job change,going back,cribbing on little things because these are the things which make me unhappy but when I see around myself I see no probs at all and think everyday that is this the only reason why I am on this earth??...work ,sleep,eat and thats it....I had to take some printouts and I was away from office,so went to a Cafe near by...As soon as i asked for the system,I got scared as he was mute and he in his own way was trying to show me the system...I kept gazing at the person for a few sec and realized suddenly how foolish I have been at times to behave irrationally when I seriously have no problems at all...:(....I was getting late for my interview and he arranged all the papers so well that i was surprised at the quickness...The smile that he wore was so serene that it made me think n number of times what is the purpose of my life???At this moment I can only understand one thing, that things are hazy but there must be a ray of light which really shows me the meaning of my existence.... Atleast bringing a smile on the face of people around me...I have always admired Bhu & Shreesh for the profession they choose, the Leobond thinks everytime thinking about -I,ME,MYSELF is the limit;may be we should move on....there are very few people who think about others...I am full of over flooding emotions but I seriously think that all my friends, we should all atleast have one good cause in our lives to live for apart from work(I),home(ME/MYSELF). I am sure I will figure out where my RUDDER very soon....:):)....

3 comments:

  1. I think now you are getting mature,,,,,,,,,:):)

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  2. Yes...U know these 5 months in Mumbai have taught me lot many things may be bcoz m out of my comfort zone and managing everyhing on my own...hehheee...I now understand lil as to Y i was send here by the neeli chatri waale....;)

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  3. Deep indeed...njoi life....while it lasts... :)
    i too will

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